My period is a week away, and experience is enough to prepare me for that dip in confidence.
It has been a bit of a bumpy road the past two days socially. First, a person who seemed to had liked talking to me in the beginning now doesn't seem to. Secondly, ended up walking together with a colleague to the mall, and it felt inevitable but to strike up a casual conversation. Yet later I realised I was asking all the questions - he has no interest. Both stings, yet no hard feelings.
Today, the bunch I used to hang out quite a lot during the start of the job went to chill somewhere. They had asked me if I would join them on X day, but I was meeting a friend. I felt they had only asked me only because they happened to see me having an interest in their chats. But later on, they decided to hang out today, and asked people in our vicinity except me. I had this feeling that they were actively avoiding asking me.
I don't know. It stung because when everyone was a stranger, I helped to make.
It has been a bit of a bumpy road the past two days socially. First, a person who seemed to had liked talking to me in the beginning now doesn't seem to. Secondly, ended up walking together with a colleague to the mall, and it felt inevitable but to strike up a casual conversation. Yet later I realised I was asking all the questions - he has no interest. Both stings, yet no hard feelings.
Today, the bunch I used to hang out quite a lot during the start of the job went to chill somewhere. They had asked me if I would join them on X day, but I was meeting a friend. I felt they had only asked me only because they happened to see me having an interest in their chats. But later on, they decided to hang out today, and asked people in our vicinity except me. I had this feeling that they were actively avoiding asking me.
I don't know. It stung because when everyone was a stranger, I helped to make.
No comments:
Post a Comment